Sun Or Stars?

Which do I love more?
The Sun or the stars?
Which lights my way,
Through these long lost days?
With who does my heart lie?
Use to be guided by the Sun's light,
But now standing among the darkness,
The Sun has gone away.
And now I look upon the stars,
To know where I stand.
The question is which do I love more?
Do I turn to the stars,
Because I lack the Sun's light?
Or do I turn to them,
Because I love them more?
How shall I know?
Do I turn away from all light?
Or do I try to find a new light?
Which doesn't stand,
Between who I was,
And who I am?