Getting Into Business

Well as some of you may already know, I've started my own business. Black Rose Creations.

In 2008

Three years ago, I sat in the schools theater keeping myself busy... keeping myself away from the hospital... keeping her off my mind...
If this is your first visit to my site, or if you haven't read back very far I'll summerize for you.

In 2008 my aunt, my babysitter, my friend... was very sick. She was suffering for Wilsons disease, and very very ill. So to keep myself busy I joined the school's chirstmas musical, "bah-humbug". I always wished my aunt could have seen me preform my two roles in the play, not main roles, but still sufficient roles. Unfortunaltly she couldn't leave the hospital to come see me.

Four weeks after the preformence, I was attending a funeral.

Three years have since passed, and here I stand on the school stage once again preforming in "bah-humbug", this time though I have a much larger role. Hopefully this time my aunt can see me preform. I know one thing though, she'll always have the best seat in the house. Hopefully she"ll be watching over me while I sing my solo. I'm singing this one for you.

TH1RTEEN R3ASONS WHY

I know what you're thinking, I spelt the title wrong... but I did not.
I'm currently about half way through a book by the above title. The story line is as follows.

Hannah is dead, she comitted suicide two weeks prior. Hannah had thirteen reasons and thirteen people she blamed for her death. Hannah made seven tapes, each doubled sided execpt for the last. Each of the thirteen people she blamed gets their own tape, deticated to them, telling them why she blames them. Each of these thirteen people recieves all thirteen tapes in order to which part of her "snowball" effect life they entered and "ruined". Each of said thirteen people also recived a map prior to Hannah's death, indicating certain locations of which she mentions.

The rules to the tapes are as follows: "The rules are pretty simple. There are only two. Rule number one: You listen. Rule number two: You pass it on. Hopefully, neither one will be easy for you. When you're all done listening to all thirteen sides-beacause there are thirteen sides to every story-rewind the tapes, put them back in the box, and pass them on to whoever follows your little tale. "

The first of these thirteen, caused a romour that snowballed into something much much bigger. Beyond anyones control. The story is written from the point of view of one of the last of the thirteen to hear the tapes. Mr. Clay Jensen, I have yet to find out his role in the story as I am only on the sixth tape of Hannah's. But so far every point Hannah has made in her "last words" is so very true. Ever been invoulved in a rumour that got so big it was impossible to stop? Well thats Hannah's problem... or at least one of Hannah's problems.

Until next time... when I give you the book update. Never forget: "You can't stop the future, you can't rewind the past, the only way to learn the secret... is to press play."

Quotes taken from: TH1RTEEN R3ASONS WHY by: Jay Asher

Rules To Life

1. Don't take things too personally.
2. Leave hurt at the door.
3. Never forget you need friends to make it through this life.
4. You don't always need to "fix" things, somethings take time to "heal".
5. You can't sit around forever waiting on everyone else, but don't give up to quickly on others.
6. Don't give up on people, no matter how badly you want to.
7. Crying isn't a sign of weakness.
8. You only have one life (on Earth), enjoy it.
9. Don't spend all your time worrying or stressing about the "little things".
10. Life isn't a piece of cake.
11. "Curve balls" and "fastballs" come when you least expect them, or when they are least wanted, try to get use to them the best you can.
12. Don't listen to what others think of you.
13. To mean the world to one person for who you truely are, is worth more then meaning something to 100 people for who you pretend to be.

Nice To See

It's always nice to see someone smileling again after awhile of not seeing them smile. I guess it's not as if they haven't been smileing lately, its just that I haven't seen it. One persons lose is another one's gain. Some people just don't realise how easy it is to make another humain being smile. I guess one never knows what may happen in this lifetime, we just have to roll with the punches and keep on smileing.

"Life is short, break the rules, forgive quickly, kiss slowly, love truely, laugh uncontrollably, and never regret anything that made you smile."

Some Of My Art Projects From 2010

This is Yorick

Rat, Skull, bottles and dieing tree

Fallen Angel (before the finished product)

Jack the pumpkin king from Nightmare before Chirstmas

These aren't that great, but oh well....

In serious need of some thinking time...

I got thinking the other day, I graduate in less then 2 years. I've got 2 years left in this comunity that I know, within people I know, some who I respect and others who I dont. Then after that last day 2 years from now, it's time to move on again. To move onto bigger and better things. I don't want to live in the comunity where I grew up for the rest of my life, but at the same time I'm worried to leave it all behind me. I'm worried I'll lose contact with all my old friends... at least now there is Facebook so I can still "keep in touch", but I know that won't be sufficent enough to keep my friendships together. Thus far I'm the only one going to this certain univeristy out of all of my friends... which isn't an all bad thing, I can focus more on school that way. But once again at the same time I'm worried of not fitting in, which I must admit I don't do very well at in the first place. But oh well, it will be a new adventure, which I am but am not looking forward too.